Rest.

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I just need rest.
I just need 1 day or more.
Were I am really don't go to anywhere.
Just here.
Skip all of life routines that all about dunya.
Learn more about Islam and close to Allah.
I want to leave from activities that I joined, that made me priority dunya over the deen.

But I don't want to feel pressured when I don't do the task that I must to do.

Holiday.
Holy day.
Graduation day.
Please come fast.

I need you.

—Rihlatul-Amal
November 20, 2018
At Malang

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