Ok, Gonna Accept The Reality.
The new phase of life after college are not really easy. There's so much things to adapt again. There's so much things to think again. So, this is how it feels to be a mature human, huh? When I understand, I can't get back to the college phase and had to leave all of my memories there. Feeling like difficult at first. Feeling so lonely at first. But, this past few days I kinda learned. I have to accept the reality. Not all people always stay with me. But, I can try to adapt again and makes new friends, or stay with my old friends that still care to me too. Even if we're only can talks via online, it is okay too. When meeting up with the new friends irl, I also learned that's how life works. Wether they leave you, or you leave them. Or both of you and them trying to maintain and stay together. Afterall, this dunya is only temporary. Yes, that temporary. To think how many people that already leaving us to their grave? That's more hurts than people who're just