Focus To Myself
No expectations, No wishes, No goals, No to do lists. Just focus to heal myself first. And biidznillah, i am feeling so much better after doing it. I know rise isn't easy, I don't know will it's only maintain for few moments, And will I be back to that phase again? But I want to believe everything will be better. Wether there will be sadness again, I want to easily rise again. I want more care to myself, i don't want to hurt her again. So, I just want to focus on myself. Afterall, there's no one who really understands u, beside Allah and urself. —Rihlatul-Amal Friday, May 31, 2024. In Mataram.